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Sermon – God of Wonder

By  Deborah Mason

In Merriam Webster Dictionary On-line

The meaning of the word “wonder”

The cause of astonishment or the quality of exciting amazed admiration or attention or astonishment at something awesomely mysterious or new to one's experience

Joshua 3:5  And Joshua said unto the people, Sanctify yourselves: for tomorrow the LORD will do wonders among you.

Deuteronomy 26:8  And the LORD brought us forth out of Egypt with a mighty hand, and with an outstretched arm, and with great terribleness, and with signs, and with wonders:

Jeremiah 32:21  
And hast brought forth thy people Israel out of the land of Egypt with signs, and with wonders, and with a strong hand, and with a stretched out arm, and with great terror;

II Kings 17:36

But the LORD, who brought you up out of the land of Egypt with great power and a stretched out arm, him shall ye fear, and him shall ye worship, and to him shall ye do sacrifice.

Exodus 3:20  
And I will stretch out my hand, and smite Egypt with all my wonders which I will do in the midst thereof: and after that he will let you go.

Exodus 4:21  
And the LORD said unto Moses, When thou goest to return into Egypt, see that thou do all those wonders before Pharaoh, which I have put in thine hand: but I will harden his heart, that he shall not let the people go.

Exodus 7:3  
And I will harden Pharaoh's heart, and multiply my signs and my wonders in the land of Egypt.

Exodus 11:10  
And Moses and Aaron did all these wonders before Pharaoh: and the LORD hardened Pharaoh's heart, so that he would not let the children of Israel go out of his land.

Exodus 11:9  
And the LORD said unto Moses, Pharaoh shall not hearken unto you; that my wonders may be multiplied in the land of Egypt.

1 Samuel 6:6  
Wherefore then do ye harden your hearts, as the Egyptians and Pharaoh hardened their hearts? when he had wrought wonderfully among them, did they not let the people go, and they departed?

Judges 13:19  
So Manoah took a kid with a meat offering, and offered it upon a rock unto the LORD: and the angel did wonderously; and Manoah and his wife looked on.

1 Chronicles 16:12  
Remember his marvellous works that he hath done, his wonders, and the judgments of his mouth;

Job 9:10  
Which doeth great things past finding out; yea, and wonders without number.

Psalm 40:5  
Many, O LORD my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.

Psalm 71:7  
I am as a wonder unto many; but thou art my strong refuge.

Psalm 77:14  
Thou art the God that doest wonders: thou hast declared thy strength among the people.

Psalm 78:4  
We will not hide them from their children, shewing to the generation to come the praises of the LORD, and his strength, and his wonderful works that he hath done.

Psalm 88:10  
Wilt thou shew wonders to the dead? shall the dead arise and praise thee? Selah.

Psalm 88:12  
Shall thy wonders be known in the dark? and thy righteousness in the land of forgetfulness?

Psalm 89:5  
And the heavens shall praise thy wonders, O LORD: thy faithfulness also in the congregation of the saints.

Psalm 96:3  
Declare his glory among the heathen, his wonders among all people.

Psalm 106:7  
Our fathers understood not thy wonders in Egypt; they remembered not the multitude of thy mercies; but provoked him at the sea, even at the Red sea.

Psalm 107:8  
Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!

Psalm 107:15  
Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!

Psalm 107:21  
Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!

Psalm 107:24  
These see the works of the LORD, and his wonders in the deep.

Psalm 107:31  
Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!

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Psalm 111:4 > 
He hath made his wonderful works to be remembered: the LORD is gracious and full of compassion.

Psalm 119:129  
Thy testimonies are wonderful: therefore doth my soul keep them.

Psalm 135:9  
Who sent tokens and wonders into the midst of thee, O Egypt, upon Pharaoh, and upon all his servants.

Psalm 136:4  
To him who alone doeth great wonders: for his mercy endureth for ever.

Psalm 139:6  
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.

Psalm 139:14  
I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.

Proverbs 30:18  
There be three things which are too wonderful for me, yea, four which I know not:

Isaiah 8:18  
Behold, I and the children whom the LORD hath given me are for signs and for wonders in Israel from the LORD of hosts, which dwelleth in mount Zion.

Isaiah 9:6  
For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.

Isaiah 25:1  
O Lord, thou art my God; I will exalt thee, I will praise thy name; for thou hast done wonderful things; thy counsels of old are faithfulness and truth.

Isaiah 28:29  
This also cometh forth from the LORD of hosts, which is wonderful in counsel, and excellent in working.

Isaiah 29:14  
Therefore, behold, I will proceed to do a marvellous work among this people, even a marvellous work and a wonder: for the wisdom of their wise men shall perish, and the understanding of their prudent men shall be hid.

Daniel 4:2  
I thought it good to shew the signs and wonders that the high God hath wrought toward me.

Daniel 4:3  
How great are his signs! and how mighty are his wonders! his kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, and his dominion is from generation to generation.

Daniel 6:27  
He delivereth and rescueth, and he worketh signs and wonders in heaven and in earth, who hath delivered Daniel from the power of the lions.

Daniel 12:6  
And one said to the man clothed in linen, which was upon the waters of the river, How long shall it be to the end of these wonders?

Joel 2:30  
And I will shew wonders in the heavens and in the earth, blood, and fire, and pillars of smoke.

Habakkuk 1:5  
Behold ye among the heathen, and regard, and wonder marvelously: for I will work a work in your days which ye will not believe, though it be told you.

Zechariah 3:8  
Hear now, O Joshua the high priest, thou, and thy fellows that sit before thee: for they are men wondered at: for, behold, I will bring forth my servant the BRANCH.

Matthew 15:31  
Insomuch that the multitude wondered, when they saw the dumb to speak, the maimed to be whole, the lame to walk, and the blind to see: and they glorified the God of Israel.

Matthew 21:15  
And when the chief priests and scribes saw the wonderful things that he did, and the children crying in the temple, and saying, Hosanna to the son of David; they were sore displeased,

Matthew 24:24  
For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

Mark 13:22  
For false Christs and false prophets shall rise, and shall shew signs and wonders, to seduce, if it were possible, even the elect.

Mark 6:51  
And he went up unto them into the ship; and the wind ceased: and they were sore amazed in themselves beyond measure, and wondered.

Luke 2:18  
And all they that heard it wondered at those things which were told them by the shepherds.

THE WORDS THAT JESUS SPOKE WERE GRACIOUS AND CAUSED PEOPLE TO WONDER.  EVERY WORD THAT JESUS SPOKE WAS A POWERFUL WORD – FULL OF GRACE AND WONDER.

Luke 4:22  
And all bare him witness, and wondered at the gracious words which proceeded out of his mouth. And they said, Is not this Joseph's son?

Luke 8:25  
And he said unto them, Where is your faith? And they being afraid wondered, saying one to another, What manner of man is this! for he commandeth even the winds and water, and they obey him.

Luke 9:43  
And they were all amazed at the mighty power of God. But while they wondered every one at all things which Jesus did, he said unto his disciples,

Luke 11:14  
And he was casting out a devil, and it was dumb. And it came to pass, when the devil was gone out, the dumb spake; and the people wondered.

Luke 24:12  
Then arose Peter, and ran unto the sepulchre; and stooping down, he beheld the linen clothes laid by themselves, and departed, wondering in himself at that which was come to pass.

Luke 24:41  
And while they yet believed not for joy, and wondered, he said unto them, Have ye here any meat?

John 4:48  
Then said Jesus unto him, Except ye see signs and wonders, ye will not believe.

Acts 2:19  
And I will shew wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke:

Acts 2:22  
Ye men of Israel, hear these words; Jesus of Nazareth, a man approved of God among you by miracles and wonders and signs, which God did by him in the midst of you, as ye yourselves also know:

Acts 2:43  
And fear came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done by the apostles.

Acts 3:10  
And they knew that it was he which sat for alms at the Beautiful gate of the temple: and they were filled with wonder and amazement at that which had happened unto him.

Acts 4:30  
By stretching forth thine hand to heal; and that signs and wonders may be done by the name of thy holy child Jesus.

Acts 5:12  
And by the hands of the apostles were many signs and wonders wrought among the people; (and they were all with one accord in Solomon's porch.

Acts 6:8  
And Stephen, full of faith and power, did great wonders and miracles among the people.

Acts 14:3  
Long time therefore abode they speaking boldly in the Lord, which gave testimony unto the word of his grace, and granted signs and wonders to be done by their hands.

Acts 15:12  
Then all the multitude kept silence, and gave audience to Barnabas and Paul, declaring what miracles and wonders God had wrought among the Gentiles by them.

Romans 15:19  
Through mighty signs and wonders, by the power of the Spirit of God; so that from Jerusalem, and round about unto Illyricum, I have fully preached the gospel of Christ.

2 Corinthians 12:12  
Truly the signs of an apostle were wrought among you in all patience, in signs, and wonders, and mighty deeds.

2 Thessalonians 2:9  
Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders,

Revelation 12:3  
And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads.

Revelation 13:13  
And he doeth great wonders, so that he maketh fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men,

In Conclusion

PRINCIPLE OF SOWING SEEDS

If you desire divine health sow seeds of eating the right foods and drinks, rest, exercise, plenty water and fresh air.

        If you need a miracle don’t bring your need, bring him your seed. Job 36:11 Spend days in prosperity and pleasure.

 The most important thing concerning sowing is the word of the Almighty God.

        The word declares in Matthew 13: 3-9:

3. “And he spake many things unto them in parables, saying, Behold, a sower went forth to sow;

4. And when he sowed, some seeds fell by the way side, and the fowls came and devoured them up:

5. Some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up: because they had not much earth:

6. And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away.

7. And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:

8. But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some a hundredfold, some sixty-fold, some thirty fold.

9. Who hath ears to hear, let him hear.

        Explanation given by Our Wonderful Lord Jesus Christ according to Matthew 13:18-23 is as follows :

18. Hear ye therefore the parable of the sower.

19. When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side.

20. But he that received the seed into stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon with joy receiveth it;

21. Yet hath he not root in himself, but dureth for a while: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended.

22. He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, choke the word, and he becometh unfruitful.

23. But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. (KING JAMES)

Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is NO OTHER NAME under heaven given among men whereby we must be saved.

KEY TEXT: ACTS 3 & ACTS 4:12; PHILLIPIANS 2: 9-11

Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name, which is above every name.

        That at the Name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth and things under the earth.

        And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the Glory of God the Father.

Proverbs 18:10 The Name of the Lord is a strong tower: the righteous runneth into it, and is safe.  

        The Name of the Lord will set the captives free, break the chains, and loose the plans, purposes, and objectives of God. In the name of Jesus, bondages have been broken, healing and financial breakthrough.

        Just a whisper of the Name of Jesus can save a soul from the pit of hell. Jesus name is high and exalted, all Angels, demons, princes, powers, rulers, governments are subject to that all powerful Name.

        Sicknesses and diseases must flee at the Name of Jesus, tumors, diabetes; all demonic attacks are dislodged and dissolved in the Name of Jesus.  

        Salvation {preservation, healing, soundness, and deliverance from temporal evil} is received by calling the name of Jesus.

Every yoke, oppression, bondage is immediately destroyed at the mention of the name of Jesus.

        Calling upon the name of Jesus can restore a broken home, family, relationship, and community, health and strength.

Set your village, community and country free. Miracles, signs and wonders are established in that Name of Jesus.  

        Jesus Name is invoking the very presence of the Godhead and all power behind it, all Angels, Father and the Holy Spirit.

        Giving praise and thanks to the name of the Lord, doing everything, each day in the Name of Jesus will enable you as a Christian to live in 100 % Victory over the Enemy 100% of the time, all devils, demons, evil persons will be disconnected and you will be reconnected to his perfect will, plans and purposes, for Jesus name is above every other Name.  

Sister Rhonda's Testimony

Greetings in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am from Deliverance Tabernacle, which is located in California, New Settlement, Trinidad. I would like to thank and praise God for the miracles that he has done in my life, but you know before I share God’s goodness, I want to say, where I was before I became a child of God. I was a Hindu, but I’m not here to talk about religion, because our religion teaches good but I want to say what the Lord has done for me. You know I was a Hindu and I didn’t know anything about the Lord or anything about the Savior of this world and my uncle, where I used to live, always used to tell me that he had to take me to church and eventually used to say, you know, I already in a religion and I would die who I am and you know, my parents come and they get this “man” and they got me married and I was very very young.

 At the age of thirteen, they got this man and married me, you know I didn’t know anything about his background, anything about his lifestyle or anything about him, but in my heart I didn’t even want to get married to this man. You know even though I tried to tell my parents about how I don’t love this man, I didn’t even know what love was, falling in love or anything like that. And you know the Sunday I was going to get married, and the Saturday I went by a neighbour and I told her to go and tell my father that I don’t want to get married, my father said yes I had to marry with this man. And you know, eventually I got married to this man and when I got married to him, I used to live in Chaguanas, in Felicity and when I lived there, I lived there for nine months and eventually I had problems with my in-laws, somehow they never really accepted me for who I am.

 My father-in-law even hit me, my mother-in-law even run me, and you know they told me that I have to leave there, and I left there and I went to my Grand-mother’s home, she gave me a piece of land and my husband build up a home there. And you know when I started living there, I had my first daughter, Diandra and when I became pregnant with my second child, you know I was so afraid of this man, I was so afraid, I was even afraid of telling him that I was pregnant, but I had to tell him, it was a Monday evening, I started to feel so sick, I couldn’t even express my feelings, and I told him that evening about 4:30, I said Francis, I have something to tell you…I am two and a half months pregnant, and he told me the child was not his own and he took up a big piece of wood and he hit me on my knee, and when he hit me on my knee, I fell down, and you know, when I fell down there I went by my parents and they sent me back, within a short space of time, they told me that I had to go back home because my husband was right there, so I went back there.

 During that pregnancy, I knew that something was wrong with me, but I just didn’t know what was wrong, you know, that instead that my belly grew, my belly began to get so small and within from one to seven months, I got so so so sick, I started to vomit and vomit, any colour you could think about, you name it I vomit. And you know that present time, my father was a tailor and I told him, “Daddy I not feeling well, Daddy I think I’m going to die, you know, sit at this bench, that was one Saturday evening, and my father said sit here and I  kept telling him, “Daddy you know I’m going to die”. My belly never never grew even when I went to the doctor, they had run tests, in Mount Hope, and they couldn’t even see a baby in my belly, instead my belly grew big, it started to get a hole, deep deep within my tummy.

 And you know they didn’t see anything like a child in my tummy, they said you are a crazy woman, you could go home, but I knew that I was pregnant, I believe in my heart that I was pregnant, and when I told my Dad, I said, “Daddy, I not feeling well” and he said to Sit here and a couple minutes later, on the right side of my body I saw a big ball coming out in my foot, which paralyzed me, paralyzed my whole right side, eventually I had no life in the right side of my body. The socket from my leg fell off, my hands came off from my shoulder, my foot began to drag on the ground, my foot began to twist, and I just didn’t even know what was wrong with me. I told my daddy I said, “Daddy I not going to make it” and you know my father said you know that we gonna call the Pundit, which was our God-father, the man that they used to serve, and when they called him, he said that he had no time with us, and that your daughter will have to die, and I wanna thank God for my neighbour who lived right next door from me, they were believers in the Lord, and they came over and they told my parents that they would like to take me to church, and my father said no, we don’t want to know who Jesus is, you know, we already in something and we will remain in who we serve and if she have to die she will die a Hindu.

 Saturday night, I know I was going to die, and I wasn’t going to make it, but only by the grace of God I’m alive. And Sunday morning, you know, they went to church and they make an appointment in the church they used to go, in Prince of Wales Street, San Fernando, the pastor name was Pastor Chankersingh. They came back and they told my father that I already make an appointment for the pastor to pray for your daughter. My father and my husband, you know, they were always drinking and drinking and they were so drunk. There was two services 10:30 and 4:30 in the evening and they came and they told me that they will take me to the services in the evening, and my father took me up like a little baby, I was so thin, I was so small, even though I knew I had a baby in my belly.

 Whenever I talk about God’s goodness, whenever I share what God has done for me, it bring tears to my heart, tears to my eyes because I know it is God, it is only Him and Him alone that I’m alive today. And you know they took me to church, my father took me up like a little baby and my foot was hanging on the ground and my arm was just hanging and you know when they took me to that church, there was such a large congregation of about 1500-2000 people there was sitting in that congregation and they were just looking at me to see how I came to church with just all in tears, and Pastor Chankersingh said to bring you daughter upstairs, they put me in a chair to sit down and began to ask me  if I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and I said yes, and he asked me if I believed in miracles and again I said yes, he said well I prayed for you and do you believe that you are going to be made whole, once again I said yes. Pastor Chankersingh prayed for me and prayed for me and I saw the power of God fall upon my life and I have seen where the Lord have taken my right foot and put it back into my socket and I have seen where the hands of the Lord come upon my hand and put back my hand where it used to be, and Pastor Chankersingh said to stand up on your feet, and you’re going to walk down this stairs and you are going to walk in that congregation, and so said so done.

 I stood up an I walked in to that congregation and everybody just looked at me an kept crying and crying and I didn’t understand why they were crying for me because I didn’t even know about the joy of the Lord or anything about God and I didn’t even know who God was to me. Pastor Chankersingh asked me if I wanted to accept the Lord into mine life and I said yes, I want to accept the Lord into my life, and I went up into that congregation with my two hands lifted up high above Heaven and I said the sinners prayer and I repented and I accepted the Lord into my life and you know Pastor Chankersingh prayed for me and he said woman from today on, you are a new brand creation, he said your life is never going to be the same again. He said now that you are a child of God, I’m going to pray, and from one week from today, he said tomorrow is Monday, I want you to go back by that doctor and I want them to run back the tests and I want you to come back to church Thursday which is Mounting Movers Deliverance Service and you are going to testify of God’s goodness, and he continued praying, and he said woman, you’re belly is going to grow, within one week you are going to push one size of a belly and when you give birth to that child, you are going to give birth to a boy.

 And I want to say, when I gave birth, I gave birth to a 8 pound baby boy and I thank and I praise and I glorify and magnify the name of Jesus, when I went back to the doctor and they did back the tests, they said that how could this be, how could this baby come into this belly and that test that we did a couple months ago showed no baby and I remember when Pastor Chankersingh told me to say what is impossible with man is possible with God and you know when I gave birth to that child, Pastor Chankersingh said that child is going to serve God, and is going to love God, he’s going to walk after God and I want to say today that my son is in the House of God, serving God, worshipping the Lord.

 I glorify and magnify the Lord, I want to give God thanks and praise that He is a part of my life today, and I’m not ashamed to share the good news about Jesus, I’m not ashamed to lift up the name of Jesus because my God has performed a miracle for me, he has touched me and he has made me whole again, and that was not all of my testimony but that was just part of my testimony what God has done for me. You know, even though I have passed through this test in my life, even though I got through, and God kept me and God saved me and healed me.

You know, when my son, Travis David Mansingh and you know when my son was eleven months old, I was at my Grand-mothers home with my son,  my husband wasn’t there at that present time and I saw my husband come home with a car load of people, men and women, and my son was sleeping and I went to put my son in the bed and came back outside of my room and started to ask my husband who were these people because I have never seen them before and he began to tell me that these were his relatives, his nieces and so forth, and I said you know, I introduced myself and I began talking to his relatives and I missed my husband for a couple of minutes and something within me said to go inside and see what your husband is doing, and you know I took heed to what the voice of God was saying and when I went inside my bedroom, I saw my husband and his niece making out in my bed  and my son was waking and I told my husband, I said Francis, how could you do this to me ?

Even though God has performed this miracle, God has put me back on my feet again, God brought me out when I was sick, it wasn’t no man, no woman, no doctor, no-one, but the Lord Jesus Christ, how could you hurt me so much? And eventually you know, I told these people that they had to leave because the home was my home, and I said that you have to come out of my home and eventually they left and went, and I told my little son, who was now learning to talk, I said son you know we gonna bathe and we gonna go by my Grand-mother’s house and spend out the evening.

 In that space of a time, I saw my husband was sharpening an ice-pic, and while he was sharpening the ice-pic I asked my husband, I said what you gonna do with that ice-pic, he didn’t reply, so I told myself, I thought he probably invited some friends over, you know, so I took my clothes off, wrapped up in a towel and I went to the bathroom, but you know my home was in a kinda hilly place, and when I went there I took my baby and I went to the bathroom to bathe and I saw my husband come right after me, he was right in the back of me, so I said where are you going? So at that present time he didn’t reply but you know he turned around, when I turned around he hit me one cuff in my heart and when he did so, I was about to fall, and you know I held on to the walls of the bathroom and I went to run and when I went  to run out of the bathroom, he took the ice-pic and stab me in my spine and when I looked back to see where the ice-pic was, it was in my back, and there was just blood that kept running out of my back and you know when I went to run, I slipped and fell in a drain, and when I fell in that drain he come up on top of me, started to beat me and beat me, he beat lifeless and all I  could in my ears was my son just bawling and saying Mommy, Mommy and he was saying, Daddy, Daddy, leave my Mommy alone.

 And eventually he heard what my child was saying, and you know, he continued to beat me, he started to choke me and my body began to get so lifeless. He took up my son and began to run, and you know I still had a little life within me, and you know that little life that I had, I was about to get up, to take my son, to save my son, but he turned around and he saw me getting up and he came back and came back on top of me an began to beat me again and he pulled out the bone from my throat, when he took out that bone from my throat, I couldn’t even bawl, nobody could have even heard me in the surrounding because everybody was just having a good time, it was Boxing day and you know he took up a big stone and he threw it on my face, and my whole face was smashed up, he threw one on my tummy and you know when he thought I was dead, he took me up naked as I was  born and threw me in a garbage heap and buried me in that rubbish heap. He took my eleven month old son carry him on the highway and he left my son there and ran away but I want to say if God is for you, who can be against you, in that present time there was a man but I will say he was my angel, I say he was the angel of God, at that time, he was in his garden and even though he was in his garden, he was looking to see the things my husband was doing to me, he saw my husband take up my son and run away and when he saw that, he waited until my husband left and came and took me out of the rubbish heap, the rubbish heap was lit, my husband had set it on fire, and the man came and actually dig me out and took me up, naked as a I was born and carried me by my Grand-parents and said look at your granddaughter , you all having such a good time and look at how your grand daughter is, my body was not even good, my parents came and saw the condition that I was in, they took me to the police  station and I made a report and from there they took me to the hospital and from the hospital, the doctor said that they had to  put back the bone in my throat, and there were two police at my bed side guarding my bed, and every time they came, they used to look at me and cry because my face was not even good.

 I began to criticize myself and my life and I said, who will really want me, who will look at me, look at the condition of my body even I was paralyzed, even I was so sick during my pregnancy, even I couldn’t eat or drink, even as I was tired with my life, I was helpless and my pregnancy depended on my Mom and my Dad to give me a cup of water but you know God made a way, He made a way for me, and these two officers will cry when they look at the condition of my body and doctors and nurses will come and they will take little little things like needles and burst, you know like when you get burn, there is like a water bladder over you skin, my face was like that, and they will have to sap out the blood from my  face and you know when I got discharged from the hospital, I came home and I began o criticize myself when I looked at myself in the mirror, I was  ashamed to know the things that my own husband did to me and you know when I came out, I was so ashamed as a  woman and as a mother, to walk the road I used to have to bend my head so low because I used to be ashamed for people to look at my face and the condition that I was in.

After a couple of months, I knew my husband went away, he went to Antigua to live and during that space of a time, he started calling me a couple of months after, and when he started calling me, he started to say how he was sorry for what he had done to me, and if I would forgive him and so forth. And my parents used to tell me you know, you already have two children for the man and people do change, and you know this is your husband, and this is the father of your children, and my father came and  he got sick, and when he got sick, you know, it was so difficult at times for him to take care of us and at that present time when he got sick, we couldn’t even afford to go back to church, we couldn’t even afford to go back and serve God because there was nobody to even pay passage for us.

We had no choice but to stay away from the House of God. I started to work because Daddy couldn’t afford to take care of us anymore , and when I did so, my husband kept calling, you know, every Saturday night he used to call and he used to tell me, he said that he had this, and he had a good job, and that he bought a home and everything was for me and my children and I used to tell my parents what Francis used to say, and they began to say that people do change, and that we need to give him a second chance and I said ok Daddy. And he said if you want to come I will send for you and the two children, and when I looked at my father’s condition, I said yes Daddy I will go.

 At no time I was ever disobedient to this man, I live up to my vow that I made to this man because I said that, you know, people do change and you know, I went Antigua with him, I went back with my husband even though he stabbed me, even though he buried me. There were times when he took a piece of wood, lit it and burnt me on my right hand, up to now I still have a scar on my hand, and when he burnt me, my flesh began to fall out from my hand, my hand began to swell so much I couldn’t even do anything with my right hand and I had to take care of my children, but I never gave up, I never gave up, I never gave up as a mother, I never gave up.

 I use to always tell my son, you know, everyday will be greater, everyday is a new day, everyday is a day of changing. I went away to my husband and I want say to you, when I went away with my husband it was ten times as worse than what I had in Trinidad, you know some people said that I chose to be like that and that I cannot do without this man, but it was not like that, I went away with this man because I needed someone to take care of my children, take care of myself because I couldn’t afford to give my children and myself anything.

 When I went back there, it was like a living hell, everything that he said he had, he never had it, the home that he said that he had, for me it was not a home, up to this day, I couldn’t understand what that was. When we went up there, we never had any food; I didn’t have food to feed my two, little children, my 5 year and two years old, my daughter and my son, Leandra and Travis.

I came and I got pregnant when I went up there, in fact I went up there to live with him, to start a new life, when I realized that I was pregnant with my third baby for Francis, I had to make another decision by telling him that I was pregnant, and I was just so afraid again to let him know that I was pregnant.

I started to get so sick, so sick during my pregnancy because I never had anything to eat or drink. My stomach started to bleed and bleed and bleed because of hunger. There were times when my children used to say, Mommy, Mommy I want something to eat, I didn’t even know what to give them, and I had to just get a pack of kool-aid (juice), without any sugar, and just pour it in water and give my children to drink.

 There were times during my pregnancy when I was sick and I was so weak, when I wanted to faint. I had to take my children and walk miles upon miles with a cutlass in my hand, to look for a coconut tree to cut down and get the water for my children, just for them to have something in their stomach, not for them to get sick, not for them to fall, but I want to say that the grace of God was with my children you know, even though I reach home and I said to my husband, I said Francis, I am not well, I used to say, please Francis, buy something for me to eat.

 He used to say that he have no time with me, how I came up here with this child, and you know, even though in my heart, I thought I made a mistake, to look at my daughter who I brought into this world and say that was a mistake, going back with this man was a mistake, but through it all, it was a test in my life, everything that I have been through in my life has been a testimony for what I went through.

And I used to say, Francis, please give me something to eat, something to drink and he used to say that he had no time for me and these two children. and it was a Sunday morning, there was a hurricane that was hitting the country, I believe it was Hugo, and when that hurricane was hitting, he took me and my two children and pushed us outside of my house, and he said that we will remain outside there until that hurricane pass, and I took my two children and I went under a coconut tree and I sat down there, vomiting and vomiting, and I took my two children and I put them under my two arms.

 There were times when I used to cry and cry and cry until there were no more tears in my eyes. I used to say, God I need you, I need you, I need you God. I didn’t have anybody to talk to at the time because nobody wanted to hear me. And when that hurricane was passing, I was under that coconut tree, I was looking at the trees hitting trees, and everybody was inside their houses and just me and my children were outside, I heard the voice of God speak to me, I heard it in my heart, he said I will make a way, where it seems to be no way for you.

 I will make that way. I hugged my two children and I started to cry, I said Lord help me Lord, help me God. I remained there a whole night, till the other day, when he opened the door and he saw me and my two children, and he called us inside and he said that he had something for me, and I asked him what he had for me, he took an electric chord, the chord that we had run electricity and he cut that piece of chord and he started to beat me and beat me and beat me and beat me. And when he finished he gave me a gun, and said that he wanted me to do something for him, and my two children were just looking at me and looking at me and crying and anytime I would close my eyes and I would see my children, up to this day, even though they are big man and big woman, my daughter is 22years and my son is 19years. He said I want you to take this gun and shoot these two children and when you done I’ll shoot you.

 And I heard the voice speak to me again and He said that he will make that way for me. I started to cry and cry and eventually someone came to the front door and called him and when the man called him, he had to leave and go to the road, and when he did, the voice told me to just run and run, so I took my two children and I ran out the house.

 When I ran out of that house, there was a woman by the name of Mary, she said Rhonda, Rhonda, and how could you live a life like this? And I said Mary, I just need something to eat for my two children and myself and at that present time when I was talking to her, my mother had called, the phone rang. I remember when my mother called,  my son had picked up that phone, he said Mama, my Daddy beating my Mommy and we don’t have anything to eat, we have nothing to drink, my Mommy is sick, Mama help us.

 I remember my mother sent three tickets within four days and I came back home and I left him up there and I came back home to my parents. When I came back home, I had to tell my father that I was pregnant, I said Lord you have kept me thus far Lord and you are going to give me the right words to say to my father.

God I’m sorry Lord, I’m sorry Lord and I remember I went outside on the porch about six thirty and I sat on that porch in my parents home and I was crying and I was crying and you know, eventually, I knew it was the hands of the Lord was upon me, I just got up with this boldness and I said Daddy, I have something to say to you and my father called me inside the room and I began to explain to tell Daddy about the life I used to have with Francis up there and I said Daddy, something happen to me, I didn’t want it, but it happened.

 And my father said, you pregnant, and I said yes Daddy, I was two and a half, going in three months pregnancy and I looked at my father and he started to cry and cry and my father said that if I could take care of two, I could mind the other one and I said Daddy, it so hard, it will be so hard for you. I was so afraid of going to the doctor or to the hospital to have this baby.

Because of so much fear in my life, so I have the baby home at my parents. When I gave birth it was a girl, her name was Sarah. And after Sarah was ten months old. I used to work in a bakery as a baker. I received a telephone call  from my mother telling me Francis have phoned to come now and I told my boss that I do not want to go that I am not feeling right in my spirit and my mom keep calling and calling and my boss said to go and come tomorrow to work. So I left am came home and I was so afraid of coming out of the taxi because I know that something was not right, my three children ran to me and I hold them and carried them to the back of my home. When I Came downstairs I saw Francis sitting on the couch I asked him what are you doing here, he said I want to see you and the three children, he said come close and I said no I will remain right to the back because I was not feeling right in my spirit with this man. I observe the left side of his face, I saw his left eye comes out from his socket so I asked him what happened to his face, he said he fell from a building after he said if you don’t want to come close to me I will leave, so he left and the next morning my father always told my daughter Diandra to go and get the newspaper, so she went for the newspaper when she reached home she told my father, she said papa isn’t this my daddy in the papers when we look at the papers we saw that Francis had commit a double murder, slice off a woman neck, stab a man in his heart take they body and dump it in a river and then he came by my home after he did that double murder. When I look at the news at 7.00 pm I saw that they had arrested Francis and he said that he was going to murder his wife and children and after his case they sentenced him to hang and even though he was in prison he escaped four times to come and murder me, but he never got close to me because I have security over my children life and my life. After they arrested him he made a vow and he said in the newspaper that he will do it again that he will find the ways and means to come out and murder me, so I went to the High commissioner of Trinidad and Tobago and after talking with them they told me that he will remain there and die. I never heard from him again and I never saw him again and I want to thank God for my life, He is my protector, He is my Saviour, He is my redeemer in the very time of my trouble I want to say a million thanks to the Lord Jesus Christ Amen and Amen

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